Every Reason To

I? ve never since felt life as dry as it was inside you

I? ve tasted plenty and it only made me gag

I wanted more, now I have it all without you

If I could have only left without that thought

I would have left with him and you a childless wreck

I would have taken it upon myself to leave you

Strapped with the burden of unclear thinking

That? s what you do best, you? re always thinking

And not acting rationally

You just needed someone to love you

God know I don? t, I never did so disappear

You gave me every reason to

And still I didn? t break your face in

So where? s my son and where? s your scars?

Do you still limp from my fist fucking fetish?

And my midnight naked messages in your ears?

So why didn? t they come? Why wasn? t she born?

I would have taken her right from underneath you

She would call you mother, I would call you host

And you would just call on every lie

You could to feel just and sane, keep your word

How little do I really understand?

I knew enough not to touch you there

I should have saved myself for the last but still

I broke in the beginning and broke your hold in the end

And on you went barren and content

And I the other direction experienced in nothing special