distraction of history. falling in love. fighting for love. falling in attraction to the memory. you think you're in love but you're not in love. you're really in the back seat with the devils of addiction. sadistic intentions of affliction. clawing at the past trying to take it all back. clawing at the past trying to take it all back. i've got a halo with devil horns but no means to express. i've got an anarchist cookbook but the recipes are flavorless. i've got something on my mind but my mouth is asleep. i've got a heart full of promises that i couldn't keep. there's more regret inside this head than anything at all. i've tried to flush it out with blood and sweat and alcohol. there's no reason to fight back anymore. but there's still reason to wage war. in the end our stories don't survive. only ashes will be left behind.