It's a dusty color gold
out my window on this winter afternoon
And all the voices in me make no sound
I wonder where you are
Tonight I'm going out for coffee
On my side of the world, the sun is going down, going down
I've whispered the thought
That maybe you're more ready than I am
to come to terms with what is going on
Cause I have grown to hate
the way I cover over all my weaknesses
and say I don't need anyone, anyone
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You fall asleep at night on a dirt floor
And I fall asleep warm in my bed, wishing I had more
I'm sorry
You never asked for that
Apologies, or songs that rhyme injustices
that only you could know about
But oh, I want to love you
For more than how it makes me feel
And I won't be ashamed of what I've said out loud, said out loud
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I fear for what I have
for all that may be taken from me
And even to the things that can't I hold too tight
So what am I to say
I hope that there is grace enough to
lay beneath you, wrap around you warm tonight, warm tonight
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