I woke to what was safer late at night Illuminated, it's staring me down Now I'm not any braver than I've ever been, One to let me feel like I could never let you down
Was I just too quiet all those moments I could feel it Weighing on our frail and aging dreams? Thought I was supposed to fight it, maybe wait it out, shake my doubts But that's not how either of us wanted it to be
It got cast aside like all the letters I keep telling you I'll write when things slow down, but what does that mean That I'll start living life when I can make it fit, maybe I'll start caring for you sometime in between?
Got an ear for disappointment I can hear it on my breath it's the same, same story I can hear it in your sweet sigh