Take me on a train or send me helpless on a wave that I can't hang with
I need something new, I need something, I can't think, I can't create
It's all the same, I'm in love with everything that brought me
Closer to Hell and closer to all that scares me in my head
So I pack all my things, start tracing arrows with my brain, but I just
Stay oh, I always stay, my feet barely touch the ground, I'm alive but I can't tell
Throw me out of town, might as well, might as well
Burn the whole place down, might as well, might as well
Then I start naming names and start scratching down who I've replaced with red and brown
I'm so caught up with myself, I can't see the people around who've kept me up
And held me down and filled my head with pills and crowns, I can't forget
So I draw a line and start splitting names like a pesting vine
Throw me out of town, might as well, might as well
Burn the whole place down, might as well, might as well
I don't carry silence in my head so easy,
Free and careless like I once did, now things have
Never been so built up, like a dam and I'm this
Close to finding somewhere else to live so I don't die
Silence, I can't begin to tell you how much I've come to miss you, where have the people
Chained you and left you for dead?
Patience, I can't begin to tell you how much I've come to miss you, where have the people
chained you and left you for dead?
Kindness, I can't begin to tell you how much I've come to miss you, where have the people
chained you and left you to die alone?