No Lies, Just Love

It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen

That I bought those pills, I thought I would need

And I wrote a letter to my family, said it's not your fault

And you've been good to me, just lately

I've been feeling like I don't belong

Like the ground is not mine to walk upon

And I've heard that music echo through the house

Where my grandmother drank by herself

And I sat watching a flower as it was withering

I was embarrassed by it's honesty

So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face

Not this fucking wreck, that's taken it's place

So please forgive what I have done

No you can't stay mad at the setting sun

'Cause we all get tired I mean eventually

And there's nothing left to do but sleep

But spring came bearing sunlight, those persuasive rays

So I gave myself a few more days

My salvation it came, quite suddenly

When Justin spoke very plainly

He said, "Of course it's your decision but just so you know

If you decide to leave, soon I will followââ‚¬

I wrote this for a baby who has yet to be born

My brother's first child, I hope that womb's not too warm

'Cause it's cold out here and it'll be quite a shock

To breathe this air, to discover loss

So I'd like to make some changes before you arrive

So when your new eyes meet mine

They won't see no lies, just love, just love

I will be pure, no, no, I know I will be pure

Like snow, like gold, like snow, like gold