She Didn't Want
She was surrounded by a warm glow
She felt calm and relaxed
For a change
It all started to seem so funny to her
So meaningless, so beautiful
For a change
She didn't want to kill
She didn't want to die
She didn't want to live
She didn't want to lie
All hunger was gone
All desire
She didn't care what was on the television today
She didn't want to know
She didn't want not to know
She didn't want
For a change
She didn't want to suffer
She didn't want to bleed
She didn't want to masturbate
She didn't want to need
The universe was singing to her
She was singing
The universe was breathing to her
She was breathing
The universe was crying to her
She was crying
She was feeling it all
And it was so much for her
Almost too much for her
She passes out
She wakes up years later
No time has passed
Nothing has changed
No news is good news
She says