She doesn't know me by name But I know everything about her She likes to work in her rose garden And vacation in New Hampshire
She gets him every holiday And every Sunday afternoon By eight she tucks his babies in I know she loves him like I do And I've wanted to call her so many times But I never found the nerve
It's not the way that I planned Just the right man, the wrong time Even the moments he's holding me I know he's not really mine When I peer into the windows of the home I've torn apart Whatever happened to my heart
I can't whitewash my excuses I can't cover up the stain I can't give back what I've taken I should be the one to bare the pain I just pray that God forgives me For what I've done to her