actions always uneffective. one last try before giving up. this cycle i'm caught in fucks me up, when i reached up for air, i felt nothing, so i sank... someday i will be just fine. so if it's all in my mind, the things they say can be fixed are fucked up things that just exist. you can't control the things out of your hands, nothing ever turns out right... to trust i guess i learned the hard way. don't believe anything they say to me. don't forget what you've done to me, i won't let it get to me.