i can't even fucking try and speak. a notion not of your own is only taken as a threat. why won't you pay attention? it's like this every single day. why talk when we could listen? why do i bother going outside. interaction is my first mistake... but how can i help if you keep telling me to get away? can psychology reason your abusive mannerisms? i don't have the time to pay sympathy to your tragedy. if i'm the asshole why do you still call me? this stupid fucking chase serves only to consume energy.