I've been waiting for days for a reason to stay.
And the way that you change is the way that I stay the same.
And I know you forget every waking moment.
And sometimes I'm fine,
But mostly I'm not.
The static from your favorite sweater,
Taking pictures from the highway in your car.
It's all in my head and it's never again.
And I'm wondering why,
I even try to breathe.
It's all I want to know,
You're all I want to know.
Still I wait for days in the rain,
So that the sky never fades,
And your ghost is the same.
And sometimes I'm fine,
But mostly I'm not.
Every second is a second I'd take back,
If every day was a blink in forever.
And I tried every way to make you stay.
Is my bed not warm?
Are my eyes too worn?
And I'm wondering why,
I even try to breathe.
I still dream of the universe,
And how it reminds me of us.
But it never fades unlike how I fade.
And it's unexplainble.
And it's unbearable.
I can't take anymore so I fall to the floor.
And can you believe that I still breathe alone?