Track Seven
Instead of you I open to myself
pouting silently caving secretly
plotting ways to find the best escape
shut me off to lay dreaming better days
my mind is clouded heavily
the life I lead is finding ways to put down and defeat me
day by day I'm inching further through
becoming less like you transforming into dullness
I smile to fight of worry and concern while inside I'm burning
my mind is clouded heavily
the life I lead is finding ways to put down and defeat me
push me down and take me further in this
and I'm here suffering, and I'm here struggling
and I'm here suffocating, I can't take this
my mind is clouded heavily
the life I lead is finding ways to push me down again
I'll care for me, I'll care for me cause everything is not fine