Waiting for Nothing the Ultimate Catalyst of One's Self-destruction
False illusions will be our downfall
Watch the temples crumble where I used to reside
When I was regretful and unwilling and my strengths I used to hide
If depression means the world to you then your whole world is a lie
You resent the thought of happiness you've failed yet you never tried
The agony of defeat constructed from deceit
Seven days they seem like years and each day never ends
You break down from a single blow as you lose your confidence
Glass shards under your feet inconsistent heartbeats
Pulse slowly stops temperature drops the agony sets in
You just wait for nothing
Buried dreams galore, an epitaph carved for your useless existence
What breathes behind that, a coward like you will never know
Your salvation denied, your heaven is an empty sky
The angels weep and this parade will go on as you lose breath and die
For everything you've lost nothing's waiting for you
You'll forever dread the sun these flatlines burn
Surrounded by ghosts of your mistakes you feed them with your fears
Watch your palace crumble and liquefy to tears
The bitter fruits you reap the scar is way too deep
I run and hide from these ghosts that chase me in my dreams those that
Burn along with temples they ignore and drown out my screams
Take control of what controls you what confuses you will destroy you
You have been stagnant for too long
Wait wait waiting for nothing