You're waving your perfect life in my face
You proclaim your love when I can barely find a trace
You sacrifice your true feelings, they're masked in fake bliss
That smell of sweet roses is now tainted with piss
You're more true at sixteen than you are at twenty-one
Do you like this new life, baby, are you having fun?
If the party's going great, it's past the time I go home
Tonight I've got no qualms about sleeping in a bed alone
Five years of waiting
I'm beyond drained
There's no medicine around
That was made to kill the pain
Five years of waiting
And nothing feels okay
Cradled in your arms
Adam and eve have raised a cain
Am I the best that's ever happened, did the planets align
The first time you held my hand, was I really by your side?
Maybe you were holding on for the cowboy, or the bandit?
Maybe someone with a car, who could provide the proper transit?
This ain't the girl I once knew, and I could really care less
About making accommodations for whatever you might think is best
I won't stand around here waiting for a better day to come
I'd have much better luck shooting myself with a loaded gun
Gun
Five years of waiting
I'm beyond drained
There's no medicine around
That was made to kill the pain
Five years of waiting
And nothing feels okay
Cradled in your arms
Adam and eve have raised a cain
Mmm
You sacrifice your true feelings, they're masked in fake bliss
That smell of sweet roses is now tainted with piss
This ain't the girl I once knew, and I could really care less
About making accommodations for whatever you might think is best
I'd have much better luck shooting myself with a loaded gun
I'd have much better luck shooting myself with a loaded gun
I'd have much better luck shooting myself with a loaded gun
I'd have much better luck shooting myself with a loaded gun