I Wasn't Meant To Be

Alex Arrowsmith
I'm in need of sleep
So lull me with some start-the-party def jams
I moved to the suburbs to round out my collection of web cams
I wish I could assimilate
And let my air pouch deflate
But sometimes I don't want to wake up
Put on the DJ Rob Base and let me drift off
I'm personified against my own wishes
Now that I'm self aware, I'm too big for my britches
Someone cut me down before I'm too deep in the ground
I'm free
But I'm a monster
I wasn't meant to be
I'm in need of purpose
So I moved out to Lake Oswego
The next thing on my checklist to buy is speakers for the patio
Now I can eat chips and humus
Wretch and cringe and wince and grimace
But sometimes I don't want to wake up
Put on some Tag Team and dress me in a dobak
What's this that I'm feeling?
Am I bored or is my skin just peeling?
I'm aware of time now
Oh how my life has drifted
What am I to do with this life that I've been gifted
I wasn't meant to be